I'm injuring one of the hardest problem god gave me. I might telling my self that I'm okay, even though I'm really not okay.
People around can't comfort me as I wish them to be w/ my side in times like this.
Other people may not be as loyal as before or rather not believe my words.
I know to myself that I've committed mistakes.
I'm not that innocent nor that person people assume.
I might do mistakes but my dreams remain,
I might be stupid but hey! I still have my ambitions
I may not be the person they expect me to become, but I still have my determination to exceed.
To show them them that whatever they say,
whatever misjudgments they always bring up to bring me down.
They really don't know me. They are not those "persons" that can make me ashame 'cause for me. I'm far way better person than they are.
They aren't god so why I should fear them?
They aren't God so who they are to judge me?
They aren't God so why believe their misjudgements?
For this new experience, for this new trials in my life.
For my own perspective God gave me this kind of trials because it has reasons it has good reasons.
God gave me this 'cause God wants me to become strong to be a better woman. :)
For those people who's always on my side.
Who always believes in me who really knows the thruth.
People who defends me even if it might do conflict to his family, to be against of what they think of me.
I really really appreciate it.
I'm very thankful to have a friend like you.
Thankyou or any other thankful words is not enough to show you how much I feel. :(
Because of you I want to show them that they are wrong that I can fulfill our dreams.
For those people who always pray for me. Thankyou! Thankyou.
God is really good, for him to give me kind hearted people. :)
I can get to this. :)
I'll FIGHT till the end!! :)
